i take so much for granted. i’m so blessed to have what i do, and i am so fortunate for the trials i have faced to become the woman i am today. i couldn’t ask for anything more in my life. i have the best God. i have the best family in the whole entire world. i have the best friends as my support group. i’ve got a guy who cares about me more than i’ve ever cared for anything in my whole life. a guy who i’d give the world to be with right now. a guy who i know would never leave me unless he knew he had no other choice. a guy who’s made promises and kept them. a guy i don’t deserve. i’ve got a few friendships i’d love to rekindle. jeez, i miss a lot of people. everyone i have ever met has touched me in such a significant way that i can never forget them, no matter how hard i try. not that i’d ever want to, anyways. i’ve got a guardian angel on my shoulder and a bitch of a conscious. i know more song’s lyrics than the number of cupcakes i’ve eaten. i’ve learned that controlling your emotions is overrated and you’ll end up dwelling on how much you want to forget it and end up thinking about it anyways. i can’t take my own advice, but i’ll dish it like a boss, and when you do it your way, you’ll know i was right all along. i’m so much more than words in a bio, on a blog, on the internet. i’m a human. with a soul. and this soul misses what we used to be..